| Cara Beckerle - Journals |
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| 08.27.03 "No way construction of this tricky plan was built by other than a greater hand - with a love that passes all our understanding watching closely over the journey...we'll get to have some answers on the other side - the prize is always worth the rocky ride" Indigo Girls Hello friends - it's been a while. Things have been a little crazy the past few weeks... more big change waiting in the wings, and I have been doing a lot of soul searching, a lot of praying, a lot of crying. I'm a little sick of change. But I have faith and I have hope. Faith that everything will work out exactly as it is supposed to. That I will find the path that is right for me. And hope that it will get easier after a while. That it will be more than I could have ever orchestrated or planned on my own. So I'm trying to wait without things creeping up on me. I'm trying to move forward while I'm standing still. I'm divided inside myself - but I know that I can figure it out. I have the tools... and I have the best support system that I could ever need - all of you. The people I talk to all the time and the people who I know think about me and care for me across the miles - even though we may not say it often enough. I am truly well blessed. Faith, hope & love - the greatest of these is love. --cara |
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| 08.31.03 "What would you do if I sang out of tune, would you stand up and walk out on me? Lend me your ear and I'll sing you a song and I will try not to sing out of key..." The Beatles I'm sitting in my living room as I type this, thinking how lucky I am to have a group of amazing friends strewn across every available space taking naps. I put a lot a value on my friendships - they are incredibly important to me. And I tend to work to keep them up. Or at least I try. I do realize that there is an ebb and flow to relationships. Some people are in your life for a season, some for a lifetime. I treasure all of the relationships that I have been given so far - I have learned or grown from each one. Some of them have ended for various reasons. Some taken away, and some that I have neglected or circumstance has gotten in the way. I am thankful for the "inner circle." The people who I know will be important and present in my life no matter where life takes us. I am thankful for the people who are out there who I may not be in as regular contact with, but who are still important and valuable to me. I am thankful for those who have passed out of my life for whatever reason. You all are a part of the person I am today. "Ya gotta have friends..." And I have the best of the best. :) --cara |
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